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K.I.R.B. Says, ‘Music Saved My Life’

Calexico Native, Holtville High Grad Michael Kirby Releases Three-Song EP, “Vibes,” on Streaming Services

Michael Kirby, a Temecula-based rapper going by the name K.I.R.B., is a Calexico native and 2019 Holtville High School graduate who released his new three-song EP on streaming music services in late June. | JEZAI TORRES/ALEX RAMIREZ PHOTO

Confident, determined, sincere, and unapologetic are all traits that aptly describe former Imperial Valley resident Michael Kirby, an aspiring rapper who goes by the musical moniker K.I.R.B.

Listen to his lyrics, and you will find much more than a young man living out his dream of musical stardom. Delve a bit deeper and you will find a young man dealing with anxieties and depression, using rap music to overcome his personal issues in an effort to find happiness.

“Music saved my life,” said the 19-year-old Kirby, who was raised in Calexico and graduated from Holtville High School in 2019.

Rap artist K.I.R.B., 19-year-old Calexico native and Holtville High graduate Michael Kirby, poses in a promotional photo at Black’s Beach in La Jolla in April. | JEZAI TORRES/ALEX RAMIREZ PHOTO

Unafraid to share events from his personal life, Kirby said he has been battling anxiety and depression since he was 9 years old and found that his music “was a coping mechanism,” he said during a recent interview.

A resident of Temecula, where he works at an auto dealership, Kirby is trying to draw attention to his music any way he can and wanted to reach out to his former hometowns to let people know what he’s doing.

In late June, Kirby, under the K.I.R.B. handle, released a quick three-song EP titled “Vibes” on Spotify, Apple Music, Soundcloud and other streaming platforms. (The music is explicit, just in case there are sensitive readers and listeners tuning in.)

Although Kirby said his brand of hip-hop is hard to define, “I’m definitely alternative mixed with rap and emo since I can do a little bit of everything. But it’s hard to put me in one category since I can do it.”

(There’s that confidence.)

Kirby said he always saw himself as the “nerdy outcast,” and that feeling — served with the confidence owed to a chip on his shoulder — largely informs his music, especially among the three tracks on “Vibes”: the raw, NSFW “Drowning” and “Distortion,” and the less abrasive final offering, “High School.”

Above is a clip from “High School,” the third and final track on Michael “K.I.R.B.” Kirby’s recently released three-song EP, “Vibes.”

Something dear to his heart is to start a nonprofit to help kids and teenagers cope with and receive the help they might need to overcome depression and anxiety, he said, but first Kirby said he intends to “put the Imperial Valley on the map” with his rap stylings.

The pandemic has sidelined his plans to perform, but he is “excited about getting out there” in front of his growing fan base. At the time of this interview, “Vibes” had yet to be released and he was excited about recording and putting out his first EP.

Kirby, whose musical moniker K.I.R.B. stands for Knowledge Is Reality’s Battle, does appear to be making some headway with drawing listeners and a fanbase. His Spotify statistics for his various singles releases since 2020 have amassed him some 40,500-plus monthly listeners, with the concentration of his streams coming from Buffalo, N.Y., although he couldn’t explain why.

Michael Kirby, now 19, poses with his parents after graduating from Holtville High School in 2019. Kirby raps under the moniker K.I.R.B. and self-releases hip-hop tracks through various social media platforms. | PHOTO COURTESY OF MICHAEL KIRBY

“I have no idea, but I have a lot of people that listen to me worldwide not just the USA,” Kirby stated. “I know Arizona and the San Francisco area listen to me quite a bit.”

Kirby also seems to be getting significant “spins” in Frankfurt, Germany, Dallas, New York City, and Chicago.

On the Soundcloud side — the long-known venue for aspiring hip-hop artists to spread their tracks — some of his songs have been streamed tens of thousands of times.

Since he started self-releasing his music, Kirby said he has had to deal with criticism and a fair amount of “haters,” but he said he is unapologetic in his approach and is doing it the only way he knows how — raw, unfiltered, and introspective.

Kirby’s songs do often deal with his depression, but also themes of unrequited love and seeking a reckoning. He unburdens himself of bad memories to be able to see the good things in life, when he is singing, he said.

In “lon3ly (lonely),” for instance, he sings of a one-sided relationship he had in which he ended up with a broken heart. “I wasn’t enough for her,” Kirby said about the song, adding that it’s subject “played with my emotions and feelings.” 

That song has done well for him on Soundcloud, where it has been streamed more than 34,300 times.

One of his more popular Spotify tracks is “Back Down,” which describes how he has had to stand up for his craft. With rap music becoming saturated with rising talent due to a proliferation of DIY platforms, Kirby said it is the way diversify and deliver your song that sets you apart. 

“Back Down” — with 15,600 listens on Soundcloud and 22,900 streams on Spotify — is his way of “showing people not to doubt” him, he said.

Kirby warns that there is strong lyrical content in his songs, and he knows some of tactics he advocates for dealing with his issues aren’t necessarily the best, such as his penchant for self-medication.

But it’s all part of his journey, he said, and again, he might not condone, but he certainly doesn’t apologize.

Kirby has been fairly savvy in spreading his name around the web through social media channels and streaming platforms, where some of releases have been written up or reviewed by online music publications. His linktree address funnels potential followers to his various channels.

“I’m trying to put Calexico and Holtville on social status to show that there’s people that are talented and that definitely deserve a lot more credit than we’re given,” he said.

“ISSUES” by Michael “K.I.R.B.” Kirby on Soundcloud.